I’m not a very good person to be in a relationship with. I’m mean, cold, jealous, abrasive, brash, impulsive and just all around a difficult person to be with.

I don’t like presents, unless it’s food, and I don’t like expensive jewelry or accepting money.

I don’t like public displays of affection. I barely even like holding hands in public. Anything more than that just makes me uncomfortable.

I don’t even like dressing like a girl, let alone acting like someone’s girlfriend.

It makes me feel like I’m not even in my own skin.

I just sometimes wish I was one of those girls that liked kissing in the rain or cuddling during cute movies or getting stuffed animals and stuff.

I don’t know how you’ve stayed this long.